I married a stranger I met in a hospital waiting room so he wouldn’t die alone—after just one week of marriage, his lawyer handed me his backpack.

stopped shaking.

My chest hadn’t.

Inside was a hospital visitor sticker from almost a year earlier.

On the back: “She said her mother laughed like she was trying not to.”

I went cold.

That was me.

Each envelope gave me a piece of something.

Thomas had asked me that the first day we met.

Not how my mother died.

Not how long I had been grieving.

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